Getting started with therapy was hard for me. I knew I could benefit from it for a long time, but it took years to finally make it happen. Trying to find something local through my insurance felt like an insurmountable challenge; filling out an online form was much easier.
If you don't like or trust BetterHelp, or you aren't comfortable with online therapy, I completely understand. I've started to see alternative platforms pop up, so you can certainly do your research and find the best option for you. I can only speak to my own experience, however, and my experience with BetterHelp has been extremely positive.
Rock on, guys, and never stop drawing.